Poor Girl

do you know who is the poorest girl in the world? if you don't know, i can tell you. she's the third child in her family and the youngest. born on May 1994, now she's 16. just like the other teenage, she has feeling to the boys. an extraordinary feeling and she had a boyfriend. but one day, her boyfriend broke her up with a hard way. she really disappointed with him because of some reason, personal reason. she hope, she never had to meet him, ever and never. but she knew she couldn't blame anyone. these all were her life and she couldn't avoid it. it wasn't her fault, and neither was he. but life must go on. then she realized that she has to run this life as good as she can. and she's trying to get up till now. try to throw away the tears that fill her days. days gone by, but she can't find the way to cure her broken heart. she's too weak to do all of that. but she knows that she can make it, yes she believes she can do that. no matter what happen, she will make it. when she felt better, another problem came. actually it's not a new problem, it's an old problem but she can't handle it anymore. you know what? today she cried. cried in the corner of her class. cried because she has so many friends, but no one wants to be her friend. there was only two of her friends who accompanied her. they made her feel better. she feels so lonely. what's wrong with her? does she do something? is she not pretty enough? she knows that she's not pretty enough, and so do they. she's not too smart but will, she's not tall but will, she's not white but will. are that wrong for you guys? she knows she can't socialize with anyone. as she knows, she's a loner. she means loner in an empty place, but not in the crowded place. how can she be a loner if there're so many people? although she consider herself as a loner, of course she needs friends. but she can't have it, even just one. she feels invisible in everyone's life. there was she, but nobody noticed. her ex-boyfriend is looking for a new girl, and her old friends are looking for some new friends and she's alone. she doesn't want friends, but she needs them. and she needs a true friends not the traitor. and ironically, these all is me. I wrote about myself.